unfortunate romantic.
a desire:
to fall in love,
be in love…
to experience
romantic, ridiculous, rowdy, relentless, riveting
LOVE…
it is unceasing.
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missing cuddles and kisses.
missing picnics in the park.
missing intertwined hands.
missing nights under the stars.
missing a constant confidant.
missing YOU.
missing a relationship that hasn’t existed.
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searching in all the possible places you may be hiding,
knowing all along, you can’t be found.
when the time is right,
you are going to find me.
you are going to pursue me.
you are going to fight for me.
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it is going to be a long, difficult battle, but I’m worth it.
our future, it’s going to be worth it.
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I’m trying to get back on track with Buddy.
for a multitude of reasons.
1: because I need to be.
2: because I’ll be happier and healthier.
3: because I’ll stop worrying
4: because He’s in charge of you and I happening, SO I need to make sure I’m in line, and you make sure you’re in line, and He’s going to have us meet soon enough and it’s going to be great, okay? okay.




